Another level of fatigue
I really want to share on my TTC journey but maybe not now. Kena tunggu bila dah sampai mood & dah ada tenaga. This post is an update of my pregnancy supaya tak lupa and boleh nampak perkembangan. This post is for me, not for anyone. Jadi, gaya penulisan pun ala kadar sebab memang tak larat. Bakul nak muntah pun tersedia je ni dekat sebelah.
Masa baru tau pregnant, I was so worried because no morning sickness so I thought maybe the level of my pregnancy hormones was low. Bila dah dengar heartbeat baby, rasa lega and bersyukur. Maybe I am just lucky sebab muntah pun malam je. Boleh handle. I was only hungry and tired all the time. Memang kerja makan tidur je. Lepas makan, tidur. Bangun tidur makan lagi. Not complaining because I thought this is the time that I can just rest. Mungkin sebab susah pregnant, so Allah permudahkan semuanya. Takde la muntah teruk, selera pun ada, tidur pun lena (kecuali bila Juan berdengkur).
Just when I thought that my symptoms will finally fade away and I can have the energy to function well, my pregnancy symptoms just get even worse! Now 11 weeks pregnant and memang lembik sangat badan. I have really bad migraines, I just want to sleep. Loya all the time, muntah setiap kali makan, semua benda bau busuk! Sebelum ni tak boleh tahan bau kitchen cabinets, rokok duhh tapi sekarang ni semua benda bau busuk! Selera pun dah berkurang tapi still lapar sebab muntah banyak so perut kosong. Memang tak tahan sangat rasa nak nangis! Badan pulak sentiasa panas, I cant handle the heat! Muka habis naik jerawat penuh. I feel so ugly! Orang kata pregnant muka glowing tapi kenapa I kusammmm sobs.
But I am not complaining, asalkan baby sihat I dah cukup bersyukur. Sabar je la pening muntah semua ni. Mungkin ni masanya untuk terbaring je tanpa siapa2 kata kita pemalas. Sekarang baru faham, it is not easy to carry a life. Kalau rasa nak buat anak tu susah, ni masa pregnant ni lagiiii susah. Padahal baru first trimester je ni. Lepasni banyak lagi kena hadap. Kesimpulannya, mak mak memang kuat.
Semoga baby sihat dan sentiasa dilindungi. Membesarlah dengan sihat k baby. Jangan la buli mommy sangat. Love you ❤️
Masa baru tau pregnant, I was so worried because no morning sickness so I thought maybe the level of my pregnancy hormones was low. Bila dah dengar heartbeat baby, rasa lega and bersyukur. Maybe I am just lucky sebab muntah pun malam je. Boleh handle. I was only hungry and tired all the time. Memang kerja makan tidur je. Lepas makan, tidur. Bangun tidur makan lagi. Not complaining because I thought this is the time that I can just rest. Mungkin sebab susah pregnant, so Allah permudahkan semuanya. Takde la muntah teruk, selera pun ada, tidur pun lena (kecuali bila Juan berdengkur).
Just when I thought that my symptoms will finally fade away and I can have the energy to function well, my pregnancy symptoms just get even worse! Now 11 weeks pregnant and memang lembik sangat badan. I have really bad migraines, I just want to sleep. Loya all the time, muntah setiap kali makan, semua benda bau busuk! Sebelum ni tak boleh tahan bau kitchen cabinets, rokok duhh tapi sekarang ni semua benda bau busuk! Selera pun dah berkurang tapi still lapar sebab muntah banyak so perut kosong. Memang tak tahan sangat rasa nak nangis! Badan pulak sentiasa panas, I cant handle the heat! Muka habis naik jerawat penuh. I feel so ugly! Orang kata pregnant muka glowing tapi kenapa I kusammmm sobs.
But I am not complaining, asalkan baby sihat I dah cukup bersyukur. Sabar je la pening muntah semua ni. Mungkin ni masanya untuk terbaring je tanpa siapa2 kata kita pemalas. Sekarang baru faham, it is not easy to carry a life. Kalau rasa nak buat anak tu susah, ni masa pregnant ni lagiiii susah. Padahal baru first trimester je ni. Lepasni banyak lagi kena hadap. Kesimpulannya, mak mak memang kuat.
Semoga baby sihat dan sentiasa dilindungi. Membesarlah dengan sihat k baby. Jangan la buli mommy sangat. Love you ❤️
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